We are Tim and Jessie Krabiel from Kansas City,
Missouri. We have two daughters. Lydia is seven and attends public school here
in Belton, Missouri and Andi is two; schooling me at the moment in parenting
and patience. We love our small town
community and look forward to launching a new South Campus to our home church,
Turning Point Church in Kansas City, Missouri. We have served in ministry at TPC for 10 years this Easter.
We are excited to share with you about
Kingdom Initiative. This event began stirring in my heart about
three years ago. I, Jessie, felt a strong
passion for praying over our communities, schools, public places, government,
armed forces, first responders and the list goes on. There is so much need in the world we live
and I know of a Hope like none other we needed to cling to, instead of feeling
hopeless, powerless and defeated. As I
began to seek God about what this event would look like, I was overcome with
fear and feelings of being incapable of organizing such a large scale event,
definitely unqualified and unworthy. Who am I to rally something like this? I’m
a mess. I’m just a mom. I’m just trying to keep things together on
the home front. The months would pass
and I would avoid the fact that all I need to do is trust God and just take it
one step at a time. This event had
nothing to do with me, it had everything to do with Him.
From time to time I would approach a trusted
loved one, sharing what God had put on my heart. This, leading them to be encouraging, urging
me to move forward. When on the inside I
was thinking, “well, if you think it’s so awesome, YOU should totally do and I’ll
help!” I was running from this event, avoiding
it like a plague. I was fighting it
because this process of organizing, talking aloud to people, contacting
strangers, confrontation, simply putting thoughts on paper, this goes against
any kind of comfortable for me. I would
constantly try to “put it off” on someone else. Then IT happened, after fighting God on this for countless months, I
knew it was time for me to move on this. Not because I was “ready,” but because God was ready to make it happen
and I was finally ready to trust.
Fall
of 2014, I was driving in my car headed who knows where, but right before I
went to shut my car off I heard a lyric from the radio “Take our nation
back.” Of course it caught my attention
and I was quick to jot that down so I wouldn’t forget to search for that song
on a later date. Days went by, actually
weeks, when I finally sat down and googled the lyric I made note of. I found it, it was “Build Your Kingdom Here,” by Rend Collective. I was
blown away by the lyrics. I could have never
expressed the mission of this Initiative better, than the words of this song.
As I listened I knew this was the time to start putting forth the effort to
make this event a success. Followed by
the perfectness of the song, really helping the vision come together and
setting the foundation of the event; we (our church) began a small group study,
reading the book by Craig Groeschel, Chazown. Urging me to move forward to making this God inspired dream, a
reality. I finally felt free to talk
about it, almost as though I was giving myself permission to do something that
I was scared to death of doing. I had been
trying to convince others these last few years that I wasn't “crazy,” that God
was actually really telling me to do this, when all along, I think I was trying
to convince myself. Time after time it
would be confirmed this was the time to lift our nation up in prayer; to come
together as believers, being purposeful about lifting our nation up in
prayer. No longer feeling hopeless, because
we have the Creator of the universe to cry out to.
At our annual staff retreat this year when I shared with the
staff about the status of the event, I broke down and just said “I seriously
don’t want to do this.” I was so
overcome with the unknown and the possibilities of the event going big, I just
wanted to forget it and let God move this vision on to someone else. I was really fighting God on this again,
thinking, why in this world would He be asking me to do this. God wasn't answering me on this, so I asked my
husband, he said, because He knew you would. From that moment on, there was no going back, God was counting on me, He
is counting on all of us. To take a
stand, to come together as a Christian nation , to win this nation back.
I've had two conversations, very clear conversations with God
through this journey, one being about six weeks before filming the promo
video. We were driving to church on a
Wednesday night and unknowing to anyone else in our car. I was telling God about how I felt and was
sharing with Him, that this task was just too hard, so I TOLD God, Listen, if
no one asks me about Kingdom Initiative tonight, I’m not doing it. Ok, you have to understand, only 4 people
even knew about it that was going to be at church that Wednesday night and I
was working in the nursery and I never really talked about the event openly in
person, only through email. So I was
pretty much mocking God, thinking, whew… I’m free from this! Following the service, while finishing up in
the nursery a very normal friendly hello through the nursery door was heard, I simply
replied hey (forgetting about my conversation with God an hour before), which
was followed by a “hey weren't you suppose to be sending something on Kingdom
Initiative?" I wish I could have seen
my face. Of course our Lead Pastor had
no idea at that time what I was really thinking in my head or could have
understood the crazy smile I know I gave him, but I actually excitedly said,
“yes, yes you should have!” I later
shared with my pastor and his wife about my conversation with God on my way to
church that night, thinking I was in the clear, when I was reminded that GOD IS
ALWAYS LISTENING!! Yet again another reason to pray, God is always
listening. I also continue to learn that
God is also with me. I’m sure you’re
thinking, how many times are you going to question God on this! I know right?
I’m very stubborn.
Lastly I have to share my latest conversation with God. After completing the promo video, I was so
excited to see how our videographer was going to bring this event to life. I was constantly praying for Matt and his team,
I was praying that the message and purpose would be clear and honestly just
praying for a miracle, because again, I’m not an actress and I knew that what I
had envisioned and expressed to others for the last three years, is now in
someone else’s hands. So of course I
prayed for Matt and just had to trust. When we received the promo video I was so excited to view it, but it was
almost hard to push play, because, this was it, this was what was going to
ignite our nation to come to action for our God. As I watched I was almost in disbelief that I
loved it, I mean who likes themselves on camera. It’s scary being vulnerable and to do
something outside of your comfort level.
I myself am a perfectionist and I’d rather not do something at all, if
it’s not going to great, or the best or perfect. But who’s the judge of that? As I was driving down the road, leaving the
church this time, I was talking to God and wondering what will everyone else
think of this video? Not expecting a response, more like expecting this is how
I’d feel for months to come…. God said to me, it doesn’t matter Jessie, you’re
doing it for me.
I've realized through this, I may actually be crazy, but I’m
ok with it. At least I’m crazy for our
Creator and obedient to His purpose for my life.
So how does Kingdom Initiative work? So glad you asked!
Three Ways To Get Involved
- Be there! Don't rely on others to pray and intercede for this great Nation. Take action! Have fun with it, make it an annual tradition, show this country that we will not sit silently as all of our religious liberties are taken away. Show this country that it is still "One Nation Under God." Let's for once be the majority and make known that we are many, we are united and that we are crying out to God for our Nation.
- Share it. This Initiative will only be successful if people know about it. Send the website address to everyone you know. Like Kingdom Initiative on Facebook, click HERE. Repost all of our Facebook posts to your own personal page. Comment on and share our youtube promo video. We need you to get the word out! Utilize #kingdominitiative on all of your instagram pictrues from or relating to Kingdom Initiative.
- Intercede. "Intervene on behalf of another." Be in prayer for the day. A lot of people will be on the road on July 4th, so let's be praying for the safety of all our travelers. Pray for a Nation awakening turn out. Pray that all of our friends who show up that day will represent Christ well. Pray for a peaceful assembly. Pray. Pray. Pray.
On Saturday, July 4th, make your way, along with thousands of others, to join in prayer. Pray ing for our nation. We'll join hand in hand, taking a stand for our nations anthem, ONE NATION UNDER GOD. At noon, Central Standard Time, we will join hands and form circles surrounding each state capitol. {Let's get each state represented here!} United we will say The Pledge of Allegiance, followed by 10 minutes of prayer. Each loop around the capitol will represent a different prayer topic. The closest loop to the capital will represent armed forces; this includes military and first responders. Middle loop represents Government Officials; this includes state and federal. Outer loop is our school systems; this includes school administrations, teachers, volunteers and students, safety of all and the list goes on.
The concept is simple: pray.
Let's take this nation back. Together we can.
Okay, friends, isn't this exciting!? If you have any questions for Jessie, please comment in the comment section below and she will answer or go to their Facebook page and comment. Jessie will be happy to help you!
I want to see every single state represented in Kingdom Initiative 2015. So make plans NOW to be a part and comment with your state. This would be an amazing family opportunity as well as something great to do with your church, your Bible study group, other Christians at your job, other Christians in your neighborhood, your friends, the possibilities are endless. Let's take our nation back!
No comments:
Post a Comment
Thank you for stopping by and leaving your thoughts, I love hearing from you.